its just how things work out

so its not like im hurting to be in a relationship.


yeah they are amazing when you find the right person
but its mainly that i don't feel like going through the cycle that happens to be my relationships.

but everyonce in awhile i find someone who is rlly unique in there own sort of way.


i told a girl i liked her she has a bf.
smiled and said oh well. maybe ill meet someone new.
thought to myself


came up with a whole new way of thinking


maybe its timming that affects how i get relationships
yeah maybe i just have horrible timming.


meet someone else...ask if she has a bf
she just got with some the day before yesterday
she said i had bad timming

i couldn't help but laugh



"don't i know it"


today i was listening to my frnds ipod and hanging out with some frnds
one girl in particular i talk to a lot


i couldn't hear anything though
headphones in my ears no one seemed to notice i had them on



she asks me out


i don't hear anything
she looks at me wierd
i look at her wierd


she walks away


my friend slaps me and tells me what just happend







i laughed hysterically





it's just my life



it's just how things work out



atleast for me anyway





oh well